Pray for me.

I'm overwhelmingly discouraged about a lot of things right now. My relationship with academics has been so calloused for this entire sophomore year. I hate it and the more I pray and try to do the disciplines to help me get back on track, I seem to still fail and fail. I feel God bidding me to draw near to that throne of grace but it's getting harder everyday. God help this hardened heart. It doesn't trust You. It's frustrating.