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Monday, February 27, 2012

Galatians.

"For freedom Christ has set us free" would be the title of my senior year memoirs haha. The struggle of believing the gospel as sufficient, and not needing addition or subtraction, but that Christ crucified and risen is enough ... That Christ's death and resurrection has accomplished freedom for us to enjoy, not to submit again to a yoke of slavery. Oh the transforming work of the explicit gospel, unfiltered, untampered, uncensored. Christ and his work on the cross alone has set us free. We are free!

Sometimes you just need to tell someone. It's really good news.

Father, grant me the faith to announce it and walk in step with it. People here just simply need to meet Jesus. Draw them now, I ask. Spirit move in power in advancing the great gospel. C'mon, I ask for the sake of Your name Jesus.

(And thank you for the book of Galatians.)

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

That middle part of the semester.

He is a Lord of patience. He is faithful.

-And so the semester goes on. New opportunities, more open doors to share the greatest news ever. Man I love how Tim Keller puts it. Christianity really is essentially news, not advice. Boy do we live in a world that needs news and not more advice.

Oh Christ, fill me with fresh affection and passion for Your name. Boy, do we know You so bad. Let us draw near in confidence because of that cross.

You're just so ... true.

[note to self, dear jon, don't forget how faithful He is. Don't. He's proven time and again to be completely worthy of trust and for being for your best. Trust Him and don't go after worthlessness. He's better. Be faithful to what He's entrusted you with TODAY. Colossians 3:1-4, 1 John 4:10.]

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Next steps

Either I chill till graduation or toil till the end. I want to be all "I choose the latter" but I need God to be my strength in this.

In God's mercy, I have another semester here after this current one. God help me see that every day is a Matthew 28:19-20 day.

Jesus, call your sheep by name. Help me trust you enough to obey. When I find it inconvenient or troublesome and want to make the case for entitlement, encourage and empower me with the truth of the gospel so that I might enter into other people's worlds as You did mine in Christ. I have no clue where I'd be without You. Save many.
-Jon

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Family

It didn't hit me until around my sophomore year of college how ridiculously difficult it must have been to raise me as a child. Or grow up with me.

For whatever reason, these past couple of weeks, I've really just felt the prayers and love of my dad, mom, and brother. I can't sum it up. I simply love my family a lot.

I really wanna go home soon. And not just because of the food (which is awesome, not to mention free!)
-Jon

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Unbelief

"The degree to which you enjoy the praise of people is the same degree to which their criticism will wreck you." - Britt Merrick

I'm a slave to the approval of man. This, deeper than basketball, is the root of the most rampant sin in my life. My heart will long and lust after anything that might help me believe I'm worth something or that I am somebody worth talking about. Of course WHEN those things that I invested in to build me my identity fail, I bicker, become enraged, lash out, etc. It's like I feel betrayed ... I did my end of the deal and what's to show for it but just a weight of emptiness? In the end, I know it's a lack of belief in the gospel ... that Jesus' accomplishment through his cross and resurrection already achieved my acceptance before the most fearful and wonderful to be accepted of. I love this gospel and I want to dedicate my life to heralding it and living in step with it but in this moment, I find it hard to believe. I find Jesus hard to trust when he said "It is finished."

To an extent I've always known this idolatry in me but by grace, maybe today is the day I declare war on it. Maybe tonight is the night I start to pray that I might take steps towards putting it to death through the cross of Jesus. Maybe tonight, I don't just put it off to be dealt with tomorrow. Oh God, help me. Jesus uproot this filth in my heart and replace it with the fullness and freedom of being in Christ. By the cross I know that I am more accepted and loved than I could ever dare to hope but my heart has trouble believing such good news. Save me from myself and my heart's tendencies to run from You. Be enough.

"Father, I believe. Help me with my unbelief!"" (Mark 9:24)