Hardest thing for me so far in college.

The hardest thing for me so far in college (or maybe top 3) is one that I want to overlook ... Knowing that, God willing, I'll be doing seminary post-grad, and headed toward full time ministry ... while doing it all within a business major. There's so much angst I could type with the struggle and tension. I know I'm not the first who've taken this route but it's just hard to do the work necessary. I just need a sliver of life in these classes ... just one ounce will do ... that'll give me the energy to persevere ... cuz right now I don't want to do this at all. I haven't wanted to for 3 years.

I'm inclined to think my pride is blinding me from seeing that it's there already.