Ouch.

I think the most prideful thing I do is withhold.

(I've forgotten how much theology creates. It's sooooooo beautiful. Not going to write a poem about propitiation and substitutionary atonement but just sayin ... I've forgotten how much these truths create worship in me of a holy God.)

Help me not hold back what You've entrusted to this former blasphemer and indifferent son of disobedience. Fix my eyes on the cross of Jesus Christ, Father. I need it more than I know. Free me. There's more life to be had.